losing sanity.

Trying to upload photos @ Facebook.
I really feel ugly today and my face is itching like mad now. Why am I so grumpy, I've no idea.
My eyes look pretty uneven in most of the pictures... In fact, my face look uneven.

Right, every time I think of how I will be too huge for my clothes, I feel the sudden urge to lose some good weight but I always succumb to food & temptation.

do you have any idea how is it like to have so many words I can't say? I want to talk to you, want to hear your voice so badly. It's so intense that I am losing my sanity. I really miss you and I wish you miss me too.

^edited: good job, uploading fail (Y)